THE WORST FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE!

Alright so heres what happened i was comming out of the Jewel parking lot and turning left to go back to my house. THat is like the worst intersection in Illinois so anyways i was goign to turn and this jerk behind me kept honking and making me nervus and rushing me and everything so i saw all the trafic from the left basically stop so i was looking to the right and it had slowed up to and i saw my gap so i went for it and this minivan came and i didn't even really see it at all but there it was and so i sped up but apparently it wasn't enough and she hit me right in the rear left wheel. It was the worst and i was crying and had to call the police and worst of all my parents but they were really understanding and all. I was happy about that but i was so shaken up about the whole thing so i was crying for like hours about it which seems crazy but i just couldn't shake the feeling of guilt i had at crashing my moms car the first time i ever took it out alone. So yeah it was a really emotional day. Then my brother who is out camping with his friends called to check in, and my mom told him and he got all emotional which made me cry again because he like never crys. and he said to me "You know i love you right? Don't ever forget that." and it was so touching because he just isn't like that. He is always anoying me and stuff and he said,"I don't want to have to burry my little sister" so then we were both like bawling like a couple of babies but it was still really touching like a movie or somthing. so i guess that was kinda good but i don't like hearing him cry. my mom thinks he mighta been drinking but i don't think so...well maybe he was but i thik he meant it. Maybe it was jsut a wake up call for him. He prolly knows what im going through he has been in a couple of accidents himself. Luckily the ticket won't stick because the woman who hit me was really nice and said she wouldn't show up in court. but still im sure the insurence will go up and everything. It is already like 550 a year so it will prolly rise alot more. Whatever, i gotta stop thinking about this or im gonna go friggin crazy!